.."I don't want to be the one, the battles always choose, cause inside i realise that i'm the one confused/ I don't know whats worth fighting for, or why i have to scream, i don't know why i instigate and say what i don't mean, i don't know how i got this way, i know its not alright, so i'm breaking the habit, i'm breaking the habit, tonight."
Breaking The Habit by Linkin Park.
Song i listen to to let it out.